Lately

I do not crave

company of others

There are too many

deafening voices ,

too many crowded faces

A collection

of one life time

dwelling in my head

Time we share

was , is a given gift

Being there for each other

a stroke of faith

When I gave to you

a large piece of my heart ,

it was for safe keeping –

with no regret

Forgive me if

I can no longer be

a healer for your afflictions

repairer of your

broken dreams

I am trying to restore

my own fragile peace

Triumph over

innermost sadness

without praying eyes

looking in

At my age

I seek a quiet corner

in a secluded harbour

Enough time to sift through –

elapsed journeys

Many nights in solitude

to contemplate

the infinity of ethereal light

(C) Copyright Dinka Bednjacic , 2017.