In my mind

I wish I wrote you … longer letters … more often …

About land in the midst of surging oceans

Sharply cut cliffs,

Assailed by raging waves

Endless coasts,

Miles and miles of

Stretched sandy beaches

Dwellings perched on top of

Shaky foundations

Lighthouse glowing

On lonely shores

About inland red earth

Scorched landscape

Roads, snaking forever,

Through stunted growth

Into the core of desert

About lush, rainy forests

Its native inhabitants

Where nature takes care of itself

Has its own pulsating heart,

Its own renewal power

About how vast, invert

A new world can be,

Watching the moon and sun shine

At the wrong time

How I speak to you in my head

Call your name in dark hours

Wishing I had told you

How I still keep in my heart

Every life season I have seen

For the last time

In reflective colours

Of your hazel eyes

(C) Dinka Bednjacic, 2019